3 Weird Years...

Few more days and I will be out doing something different. Its time for introspection, soul searching what ever one may call it. Even after repeated attempts of rationalizing my thoughts, "RAGE" is the word which comes to my mind. I feel so cheated that I am hardly able to contain my frustrations, sometimes wondering how do I deal with all this vitriolic feelings.

This leads me to a trivial but important question, How do people deal with all prevalent injustice? Some people fight for justice but I am not sure if it results in getting some because the nature of life is not just. One has to be lucky to be born as human and then even more lucky to be born rich and then even more luckier to have endowed with virtues. A small disconnect in the chain of nature could be painful realization of how mean this world could be.

My guess is that over time one becomes indifferent to concept of justice and rationalize it with greater meaning of life. I personally don't believe in any greater meaning of life, we live just because we are alive. May be someday I would like to be under a spell or illusion that life has a greater cause which I could totally commit to.

ಮಾದೇಶ್ವರ ಬಂಜೆಯ ಬೇಗೆಯ ಕೆಳೆಯ ......

ಮಾದೇಶ್ವರ ನಿನ್ನ ಗಿರಿಗೆ ಬರುವೆ, ನಿನ್ನ ಪೂಜೆಯ ನಾ ಮಾಡುವೆ, ಕಣ್ಣಿರಿನ ಹೊಳೆ ಹರಿಸುವೆ,
ನನಗೊಂದು ಶಿಶು ನೀಡೆಯೆ ಮಾದೇವ ನನಗೊಂದು ಶಿಶು ನೀಡೆಯ.
ಮಾದೇಶ್ವರ ನಿನ್ನ ಗಿರಿಗೆ ಬರುವೆ, ನಿನ್ನ ಪೂಜೆಯ ನಾ ಮಾಡುವೆ |

ಬಂಗಾರ ಸಿಂಗಾರ ನಾನಗೆಥಕೋ, ಅರಮನೆಯ ವೈಬೋಗ್ಹ ಇನ್ನೇಥಕೋ||
ನೆರೆ ಮನೆಯವರೆಲ್ಲ ಬಂಜೆ ಎನುವರೆಲ್ಲ, ಕೈ ಇಡಿದ ಪತಿಯು ನನ್ನ ದೂರ ತಲ್ಳುವರೆಲ್ಲ
ನನಗೊಂದು ಶಿಶು ನೀಡೆಯೆ ಮಾದೇವ ನನಗೊಂದು ಶಿಶು ನೀಡೆಯ.
ಮಾದೇಶ್ವರ ನಿನ್ನ ಗಿರಿಗೆ ಬರುವೆ, ನಿನ್ನ ಪೂಜೆಯ ನಾ ಮಾಡುವೆ |

ನಾಗು ಮಳೆಯನು ನಾ ಕಾಣೆನು, ಆದರು ನಿನ್ನ ಪಾದ ಬಿಡಲಾರೆನು
ಅಮ್ಮ ಎನ್ನುವವರು ಯಾರಿಲ್ಲ ತಂದೆ, ಈ ನನ್ನ ಕಂಬನಿಗೆ ಕೊನೆ ಹೇಗೆ ಮುಂದೆ
ಗಂಡು ಮಗನ ನೀಡೆಯ ಮಾದೇವ ಗಂಡು ಮಗನ ನೀಡೆಯ
ಮಾದೇಶ್ವರ ನಿನ್ನ ಗಿರಿಗೆ ಬರುವೆ, ನಿನ್ನ ಪೂಜೆಯ ನಾ ಮಾಡುವೆ, ಕಣ್ಣಿರಿನ ಹೊಳೆ ಹರಿಸುವೆ,
ನನಗೊಂದು ಶಿಶು ನೀಡೆಯೆ ಮಾದೇವ ನನಗೊಂದು ಶಿಶು ನೀಡೆಯ.
ಮಾದೇಶ್ವರ ನಿನ್ನ ಗಿರಿಗೆ ಬರುವೆ, ನಿನ್ನ ಪೂಜೆಯ ನಾ ಮಾಡುವೆ |

This is a prayer to Mighty Maadeshwara from a young queen dealing with infertility & society. Its in the form of song which is swirling with emotions, all she needs is a child. At first its a simple outpouring of tears but it gets complicated, so desperate for the kid that she now cannot comprehend worldly desires, the harsh words of neighbors and her own husband's doubt in her is literally killing her. She feels the need to be called "mother" by a kid of her own to which she can go any length to please the Maadeshwara. There is a line in the poem in which she specifically asks for Male child, which clearly shows the degradation of the contemporary society.

An excellent song portraying the humble nature of motherhood and the vulnerability of women in our society!

Theatre of Mind

Family of four with 2 cubs, with their friend a lion like canine were crushed. There was a mistake this was not suppose to happen, he cried for the mistake, in fact ran away and hid his face but to no avail. Guilt caught up with him for not saving them but he unknowingly pushed them into death.

Girl (The Beatles song)

Is there anybody going to listen to my story
All about the girl who came to stay?
She's the kind of girl you want so much
It makes you sorry
Still you don't regret a single day.
Ah girl! Ffff...Girl Girl!

When I think of all the times I've tried SO HARD to leave her
She will turn to me and start to cry;
And she promises the earth to me
And I believe her
After all this time I don't know why.
Ah, girl! Ffff...Girl Girl!

She's the kind of girl who puts you down
When friends are there, you feel a fool.
When you say she's looking good
She acts as if it's understood.
She's cool, ooh, ooh, ooh,
Girl! Ffff...Girl Girl!

Was she told when she was young that pain
Would lead to pleasure?
Did she understand it when they said
That a man must break his back to earn
His day of leisure?
Will she still believe it when he's dead?
Ah girl!Ffff...Girl Girl!

Barney Stinson University (B.S.U.)

OPEN ENROLLMENT -- COURSE ADDITION
SOC 435 -- Woo and You: A Study of Woo Girls in their Natural Habitats

Course Objective: For students to gain a greater knowledge and insight into the species of Woo Girl and their various breeds and types. Course will be hands on/pants off and focus specifically on Woo Girl haunts such as Mardi Gras, Western Themed Bars, and Spring Break. At the end of the ten week session, students are expected to have thorough and exhaustive knowledge of Woo Girl culture and mating rituals.

Prerequisites: Students shall have successfully passed both CGR 105 (An Introduction To Cougars) and ADV BRST 235 (Differential Equations and Matrix Algebra of Breasts.) Enrollment is limited to upper classmen only.

Professor: Stinson, B.

Class Schedule:

Week 1: WHAT IS A WOO?

An overview of Woous Normalus and their place in history, society, and mythology. Special guest lecturer: 3-time Wet T-shirt champion Tara Collins.

Week 2: THE CALL OF THE WOO

An in-depth look at the mating call. In the laboratory, students will master both the tonal aspects and wavelength duration of a Woo call. Later, during advanced fieldwork, students will attempt to infiltrate a pack of Woo girls, observe them in their native environments, and record and submit the phone numbers of any hot ones.

Week 3: THE BEAD INDUSTRY

The symbiotic relationship between young, impressionable women and shiny round objects on strings. We will examine both the micro and macro economics of Wooing.

Week 4: SUB-SPECIES OF WOO

Woous Vegasus, Woous PanamaCityus, and Woous SouthPadreus. We will explore their differences and similarities as well as their journey from Daddy’s Little Girl to Bad Relationships, and how the Discovery of Madori affects this evolution.

Week 5: MOVIE NIGHT

In what has traditionally been a popular lecture, students will analyze and deconstruct a collection of Girls Gone Wild DVD’s.

Week 6: WOO GIRLS AT THE WORKPLACE

An analysis of Woo Girl professionals. Lecture will focus through a historical lens, highlighting Woo girls in the workplace from the early days of aviation hospitality to present day pharmaceutical sales.

Week 7: FIELD TRIP TO MARDI GRAS

Students will observe the highest Holy Day of Woo, in the Wooiest City in the World.

Week 8: ORAL PRESENTATIONS

Students present theses prepared over this intensive two month course. Suggested topics include: The Seasons of Woo, The Origins of Woo, and Woos in World War II.

Required Reading:

-- Subscription to Cosmopolitan magazine

-- STA Spring Break Travel Guide ‘09

-- The Female Anatomy, 1991 ed.

-- The Bro Code

-- Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire

Required Viewing:

-- Charlie’s Angels: The Complete First Season

-- Wild Things

-- Dallas Cowboy Cheerleader Season Yearbook 1994

-- MTV’s The Grind: Complete Series